Unrequited love

Hey baby,
Do you love me I ask
You say I do love you
Can US ever happen
No, is your answer,why, kyun?

I get confused and i snap
Wonder what kind of a trap
Have I fallen into
That doesn't let me go nor does it let me die
Like a curious kid playing, with a helpless fallen fly

I'm hopelessly in love
With just one hope of US
My heart won't ever stop
Coz I love you very much
Like tree loves the sun or
The sun loves the horizon
Where they meet and go to sleep
Every dusk, I keep looking at the sunset wondering
Should I let go that little hope and kill my reason of living

Oh I know them reasons why
I'm the earth and you're the sky
And we can't ever be one and die
I'm not practical perhaps
Tell that to the heart that laughs
Every time it hears your voice
And makes that moaning noise

I know its not the point
Of love to be joined
Or attained or materialize
Tell that to the heart, that blows up out of size
When it looks into your, big beautiful eyes
-Pusain Sid

Porn! By Chakrit Subedi

A dear friend of mine Frain Chakrit wrote this piece as a guest post in my blog. Thank you Chakrit for this awesome piece. A new perspective on Porn ladies and gents. Here goes!

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PORN !

By Chakrit Subedi

Valentio’s gown. Dior perfume. Fendi’s bag. Ray- bon glasses. Seducing thigh. Beguiling smile. Alas! There comes a wardrobe malfunction. Then zoomed panties ,Zoomed slips. Zoomed cleavage. Millions of eyes peering through the Pages,Screens. A new topic for gossiping.

Worn out Dresses. Ripped up hope. Empty pockets. Coins flipped up in air for mini-seconds before lying flat on a tin bowl. Who cares about brand? Holes in clothes. True victim of wardrobe malfunction .No gossip about them.

Decrepit Government. Plethora of intellectual fools on rented Castle.. Puppet People. Dancing with every dictum. Tin roof on houses. Very rare(VR) bike on parking. Claiming to be local inhabitants,housebound and poor people.Branded intention.poor outlook. Leech. Bitch .whore. Pity no more. Helpless people, lunatic on the death shore.

Raped children. Giggling  administration. Soaked hearts in Teary pond. Indelible pain.Fading light. What is human right? Bugging virus in Government sight. Like a culinary Chef every thing you cook first need to be tasted. International donation first should be self-invested. No! Not  Corruption. Just a Decent interruption. Bureaucrats? No no they are just the served items on dollar crates,Euro crates.who are Bureaucrats?

Auctioned heart. True lovers are on the exhibition,cataloged,indexed,computer database, teen fiction,theater. Magnificent  electronic screen,World Romantic museum.

Unemployed?Don’t worry. Got citizenship.Passport?Wow then be ready to get swing on Golf course.Many strokes from manpower and one shot from government. You are right  there after being  rolled on the turf,inside the dark hole.

Waiting government to set things all right? Oh come on you will lose your youth, your vigor, your zeal. Your Flamboyancy. Your true self but nothing will be right.This is your life.Wake up.Are you on tabs?You pretend like sleeping? Sorry then nobody can wake you up.

What you prefer? Cigarette? Wine? Cannabis?Is it enough to forget pain? Something more? More addiction?

Now what? Want to use your only right in existence. choosing your own death ?Then do it.

You die.Your Creativity dies.Everything you could have given to this world,dies with you. May be something a human being can discover  only after 100 years  dies with your firm decision in a matter of sec which you could have granted to the world in your own lifetime.You are someone.You may not have been honest with others but once try with yourself.Lets try.Lets do it.

Let’s build porn within ourselves.

PORN-Positive Outlook, Real Nature.

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10 things we GOT from Game Of Thrones!!

I would like to thank Aayesha Rai Gurung for editing this piece. Thank you all for such awesome support. Please enjoy.
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1.       Habit of Watching series

I remember a time when people used to say- “Series? What are these? Some kind of a candy?” Yeah right! Candies that you can’t stop eating and talking about now. Game of Thrones changed all that. Girls are now talking about and eagerly waiting for the Imp and the badass Khaleesi instead of Komallika or whatever. Man, I could write a book about the absurdity of the Hindi serials (and Nepali too. But it’s still an infant so I won’t go into that).

2.       A taste of Hollywood

More and more people are shifting from star-driven Bollywood to the story and good direction driven Hollywood. They are feeling what quality entertainment really is and I’m all for it. Bring it on! Soon, everyone will be ditching the ever flaunting 6 packs and move on to Hugh and Johnny Depp’s incredible acting ability! Hollywood is where the best entertainment is produced. If we are wasting time, why don’t we do it in epic fashion? Why settle in something less?

3.       EPICness redefined

GOT is EPIC. It literally is epic (Epic high fantasy). George RR Martin redefined the word ‘scale’. 6 million dollars per episode is hot! Damn that’s just burning dragon fire hot! Talk about grand!

4.       Books are cool

Face it! Books are cool. Don’t tell me that you hate books. Don’t give me that crap. Think about it this way- If George R. R. Martin hadn’t written those badass books, would you still be enjoying this saga of awesomeness? Now think about how many such amazing stories that are not being adapted into films or series and you are missing. And trust me when I say books are just way cooler than their screen adaptation. Every freaking time!

5.       Solid Reality check

All of us need a reality check once in a while. This fictional series has given us just that. There is no happily ever after, there is no prince charming to rescue you. You’ve got to survive on your own in this world. Even if there were a prince charming, he would probably have his own scheme and a catch. (Think of Littlefinger here. He is not all good and honest now because he saved Sansa. He has his own agenda). Only one thing is true in the Westeros world- “Valar Morghulis”.

6.       The king of death

Any main character can die at any point in the show. All the realms of men know this by now. That’s one of the reasons it is so popular. The series has a LOT of deaths but the king of death is not George RR Martin here. Its Sean Bean (Ned Stark)! He has kept his legacy of dying in every film/series alive! (Oh, the irony!) He has been torn apart, beheaded, squashed, blown up, shot down with orc arrows and has died in many other creative ways and the souls of these Sean Bean characters now lie with the old gods in old heaven. Good for you, Sean. GOT world is just way too nasty to live in. And with that many family members, someone is bound to die now and again.

7.   Pen is the strongest weapon and GRRM is the nastiest sumufwitch alive

GRRM is really the master of death (and heartbreaks). He has proved that pen is the strongest weapon. Rather than the director being the heart and soul: here, the writer is the main guy. GRRM is the man! He is the badass 65 year old fat guy who does whatever the hell he wants. No one can dare killing his story’s main characters like Mr. Martin can. Not until now anyway. You are the man, George! We salute you!

8.       Women can be badass

GRRM has showed us how strong women can be. Women can be just as cunning, despicable, powerful, wise and wicked as men. They are not always damsels that need saving. The women in westeros are a wild lot. Did I mention hot? Anyway they are just too badass. (Cersei, Daenerys, Arya, The red woman, Catlyn Stark, the Tyrell women and soon to be introduced Red Viper’s bastard daughters: The Sand Snakes). Seriously, men of westeros, please grow a set of balls and stand up!

9.       One more reason to hate Facebook

Scene: You can’t wait to watch the new episode and its downloading at a turtle’s pace. You decide to check Facebook and it is all ruined. The spoilers are there waiting for you to come online. It’s damn frustrating. I know the feels man! Feels everywhere!

10.   The Incest and Sex

And yeah! GOT has taught us about all these types of sex without being termed “porn”. I bet 90% of the Middle Eastern country’s viewers didn’t know what the word ‘incest’ meant. Incest among brother and sister, father and daughter; what else is left now for imagination? I’m sure other writers had thought about this one time or the other but no one had the guts until this chubby, hat-wearing guy did it all. And boy, did he do it! And yeah the nudity! Every single episode has a mini section of soft porn. GRRM has introduced everyone to voyeurism, group sex, bisexual relations and what not. You know it all don’t you, old man? You sly fox, I would love to meet the GRRM of his thirties!

But really George, thank you for this amazing saga. And just to be clear, if you die off on us before completing the remaining two books, millions of angry souls will haunt you even after death till the end of time. Valar Morghullis.